The question WHY again??

There are always questions arising in everybody's life. I often ask myself lots of 'Why' questions but I have No answers for them. Life goes on an on.

 Why am I looking for thing which I cannot find?
 Why am I looking for the warmth which I cannot defy?
 Why am I looking for the respect which I cannot deny?
 Why am I searching for the sun throughout those dark skies?
 Why am I feeling that the clouds have dissapperaed after the heavy rain?
 Why am I yearning for intimacy from those who don't even care for emotions of mine?
 Bloody hell
 Here was another poem 'Why' from my previous post. This was written 11 years ago. :)

http://limshaku.blogspot.com/2011/06/why.html?spref=bl

Numbstruck Brain, Felt & Fed in Vain

A poem uttered out in slightly drunk stage. :)

Sometimes I wanna be drunk,
Sometimes I wanna be just monk,
Most of the time I pretend to be hunk.

Feels like I'm fcuking stuck,
Feels like world has sunk,
Most of  the time I presume  life is junk.

Gives smile to my bad luck,
Gives blindeye to my heartstruck,
Most of the time I still prefer that dumbstruck.


Takes my senses to deadlock,
Takes my emotions for electroshock,
Most of the time I prevent your actions so bullock.


Everytime when you make me lovestruck,
Everytime when you give me thunderstruck,
Most of the time I preyed to throw you a massive aftershock.

Seems like hell is on earth,
Seems like love couldn't give birth,
Most of the time I preach and loathe.

Never mind the above mentioned bullshits,
Never mind what non-sense these lines admits,
Most of all, right now I precisely think you might be totally pissed.


Thanks for reading. Appreciate your time and effort.

Hengistbury Head in Christchurch, Dorset

Hengistbury Head, Chirstchurch, Dorset

Christchurch, Dorset

I hope everyone is working their way towards new year 2012. I'm still on the hangover of cold and flu and the mini break I had during chirstmas and new year gap from work. I went to visit my friend, another friend's family and a beautiful place called Christchurch in Dorset. I haven't actually been to seashore on winter. This was the first time I went to seashore on winter season.

It was fun roaming around Hengistbury Head. The wind was strong, was about to rain, chilly weather but still I felt so nice walking there. A lot of people were there even in that kind of weather, most of them walking their dogs, few of them flying kites. Back in Nepal I used to loved seeing kites, I even used to imitate the technique and once I was caught doing that by my teacher and was badly teased.

The groyne : Pic from Google

Me and my sister dared to go upto the end point of this groyne or whatever. Pretty scary there specially in that kind of weather. At one point my cheeks were slapped by the raging water and I had salty taste in my mouth. I quickly spit it out, then I thought oh my god what if sea gets angry and swipe me away. I'm at times very superstitious. The waves were very intense as you go furthur up there. That shiny walking passage was slippery.

It was getting dark and seemed like it was going to rain. All I had in my mind was what if Tsunami waves come, me and my sister would be swallowed by sea like nothing. Still there were people walking around with their pets and jogging. After coming off from the shore I saw one boy trying to fly the kite and his dad was helping him. Nice thing to see.

I don't know when I might drop by that place again. I had really peaceful and joyful time over there.

Sharing my experience through these words, being there was the real thrill.

Thanks for reading!!!!

Happy New Year 2012

Well, here we are just celebrating new year 2012 AD. I wish everybody Happy New Year 2012. May all your dreams come true and may you all have whatever you wished for. I'm at the moment celebrating New Year with few of my most lovable people. My new year's resolutions as usual would be to lose weight hahahahha.

We all are here celebrating new year despite hearing the stories of the end of the world. We all are the survivor. Let's live the life we always loved and be happy.

Thanks.