I bow down to love, I bow down to you.

Hey ya all,

I thank you for reading my blog once again and I hope I haven't disappointed you too much. Without wasting your time, I am posting this little piece of sort of poem yet an article.

Hope you feel the feelings connected to it. Cheerio limshaku


I bow down to love, I bow down to you!!!

I bow down to love,
I bow down for love,
I bow down to be loved,

No matter how hard I tried to put a poker face,
Couldn't resist my eyes filling up with tears.

No matter how hard I tried to forget your absence,
Couldn't deny my heart pumping up with your name.

No matter how hard I tried to decorate a smile and be brave,
Couldn't help myself crying out loud in sleeps.

No matter how had I tried to face the consequences,
Couldn't stop my mind thinking of you not even for a second.

No matter how hard I think of living a life so long,
Couldn't imagine my journey without you.

I bow down to love, I bow down to you,

I do not bow to your ego, I do not bow to your anger,
I do bow to your love, I do bow to your care,
I bow down to love,
I bow down for love,
I bow down to be loved.

In life we still feel blessed to love and be loved. Lets hope All Is Well for all of us.

Live life to fullest.

limshaku :)

''Loving you is like a roller coaster ride''

Hello everyone,

First of all, Happy New Year 2014 to everybody around the world and I wish you a good year ahead. I apologise for not blogging for quite sometime now. I really need inspirations and reasons to write sometimes. I have been busy for no reasons lately and too lazy to actually jot anything in my blog.

This is my first post of 2014 and in couple of months. I thought of this poem couple of months ago but just couldn't be bothered to post it. I hope you enjoy reading and have a nice day.

With all do respect limshaku

''Loving you is like a roller coaster ride''

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna fly and touch the blue sky,
Makes me wanna smile and feel shy,
Makes me wanna rejoice and jump high.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna defy and deny,
Makes me wanna cry and run wild,
Makes me wanna hate and hide.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna dream and desire,
Makes me wanna scream and surprise,
Makes me wanna zeal up and be zany.

Loving you like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna refuse and retire,
Makes me wanna detach and despise,
Makes me wanna conceal and compromise.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna walk by your side and spend my whole life,
Makes me wanna build up hopes and fulfill my duty as your wife,
Makes me wanna sing that sweet melody and keep up with your rhyme.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Loving you is like a roller coaster ride.

Funny thing is I have always loved roller coaster rides. I would take a ride and enjoy being thrown up in air and ups and downs. Never knew that life is actually telling me it is like a roller coaster ride of feelings, emotions, happiness, sadness and all. I believe in having dreams and fulfilling them. Lets live life to fullest be happy.

Thank you for reading.

Cheerio

The "C" of Love and Life

The "C" of love and life

Commitment for life,

Compromise of pride,

Communication of thoughts,

Consolidation of hearts,

Consideration of views,

Concentration of reviews,

Compilation of sweet melodies,

Complication of zig-zag memories,

Contentment of desires,

Contemplatation of dreams,

Confidentiality of drawbacks,

Congeniality to fulfill each others's lacks, 

Cooperational feeling of heart and mind,

Combinational feeling of soul and spiritual devine.

'C' still Co..ntinues as child, children, care, classes, collegue, college, care home and finally cremation. 

Losing interest

Greetings from London to all my readers,

Let me get straight to the point and put aside all 'hi and hello' stuffs. I suppose we know each other long enough now. If you are reading my blog for the first time then I would sincerely thank you for visiting.

I hate to admit it. Sometimes I feel like if I am interested in something and I yearn for it desperately, I work hard to get it and then even harder when it is difficult to get. Then slowly somehow my interest in it starts to fade away. Does that happen to only me or some other people as well? I ask this question so many times with myself and I cannot really come to any conclusion. My mind does not yield any ideas at all. As time passes on and you are still trying hard to get what you are wishing for, the more you learn about the target, it might be the case that you get more disappointed knowing facts and hidden secrets about it. It's like the job you desperately wanted and then after you get it with your hard work you feel like it was not what you really enjoyed. I have always wanted to study hard and achieve the best formal education. It just hits my mind occasionally that why I study; why do I want to achieve academical goals. I do go out of my aim and feels like running away from everything. These are all unstoppable thoughts in my mind and there is a declaration of war between mind and instincts. Well, the fact is I am studying and I am trying my best.

Achieving your target is a big achievement itself. We all sway away from our aim and goals sometimes and after we get it we might feel like what was so great about it which made me work so hard; but think of it as only the initial stage and keep on working. I set my goal as being a person who could or might bring smile on your face. It is not always possible but I can always try. I guess my goal is simple or might be vast and never ending but I feel like it is challenging and something which always makes me work on it.

(this little girl makes me smile.)

Study never ends. We are always learning and life is always teaching us lessons. Hope you learn more and also enjoy life. I wish everyone to have someone who can bring smile in their faces and make their hearts happy.

May the coldness of December freeze all my insecurities. Saying goodbye to another year 2012 feels strange. I have become more mature than before (haha).

Thank you for reading my blog and I can never stop thanking you for supporting me in my writing.

limshaku :)

That secret place

Everybody has secrets. I have secrets too. Secret is not secret if it's been revealed. If people never had secrets then this world would have been like an open book, not too interesting I guess. I am kind of person who likes surprises (good ones ) and surprise is not possible without secret. Anyways here is a little article about secrets. :)

I HAVE :

.......that secret area of the park that I want to walk with you.

.......that secret phrase of my favourite book which I want to read to you.

.......that secret receipe of food which I want to feed you.

.......that secret destination of Nepal where I want to take you.

.......that secret childhood photo of mine which I want to show you.

.......that secret mistake of past which I want to confess to you.

.......that secret biggest achievement of life that I want to tell you.

.......that secret special member of family whom I want you to meet.

.......that secret corner in my heart where I want to keep you.
.......that secret space in my mind where I want to fill you.
.......that secret place in my soul where I want to decorate you.
.......that secret title in my life which I want to present you.


This secret thing keeps on going. To be honest I do not like too many secrets, and the fact is I can't keep too many secrets myself. I just feel like I'm suffocated by too many secrets. Life to to enjoy and live with much freedom and no deep dark secrets. Free your mind. Love life and enjoy your spiritual freedom. 


Live life to you fullest.

Be Good, Do Good & Feel Good

This might be the most boring thing ever I've written in my blog so far. Everyday I spend in this crazy world I come across with many instances, situations, moments and accidents. They all rise alarm in my mind and still I'm left with many unsolved and  unanswered questions. I have tried not to clutter my blog with non-sense but I can't help this one. Forgive me for being so obnoxious or disgusting. I will definitely write something nice next time but for now bear with me.

The question pops up again like :

Why the smallest finger of our foot suffers the most?

Why does the Pinky finger of your hand has to dig into nose?

Why is it better to put wedding ring on ring finger than little pinky finger?

Why kicking is more bad then slapping?

Why do we forgive our loved ones but never our enemy?

Why do we judge other people?

Why do we forget somebody's kindness but never forget somebody who treated us badly?

Why do we reserve bad memories in mind more than good memories?

Why BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER? 

Why do we always seek for better things when things are already better for them?

Why do we try to think what's on other person's mind when we know we always end up guessing?

Why do we always try to find answers when we know for sure that we sometimes can never get the answer?

Why the hell people seek for suggestion when all they do is criticise the person's opinion who suggests them?

Why do we wait for miracle to happen?

Why do we wait for love to happen?

Why do we never have sufficient money with us?

Why do we fall for something which is always difficult to get?

Why do we underestimate the power of small insects?

Why do we feel the invisible, uncountable, non-measurable, unmovable yet very disastrous pain of being refused?

Why do we think that our own pain is more than others?

Why do we live the life of hatred, jealousy, dominance, bully?

courtesy google images.

These questions are like the water of fast flowing rivers, so fierce, so powerful, unstoppable yet fresh and pure. All I try to do is to make myself a better person. I practise to be a better person everyday and sometimes I succeed and sometimes I fail. I am just a human being who makes mistakes but I try to control my anger, my anguish, my disgusting behaviour of winning debates. I have habits which I dislike and attitudes which I possess and despite those qualities of mine I still try to behave in a good way. That is my practise everyday to overcome my weakness. I hope when I die I can atleast have no regrets or remorse left. Let's try to be a better person, that itself contributes more than enough for this world. A little act of kindness can change many things. DO GOOD, BE GOOD & FEEL GOOD.

Cheerio

Life full of '?' marks

Hey ya all,

 Life is full of questions marks. If you stop asking questions then may be life has stopped for you. All sorts of questions keep coming like a flashing lights in your brain. But it's upto you to analyse them and figure out which one is a valid question.

 There are many questions in life that I have answered and I have asked. There might be many in future as well. I might have hurt somebody's feelings and may be somebody might have hurt my feelings as well. Looking back at it feels like 'phiewww that was helluva freaking moments'. There might be a chance that my question might have raised alarm for somebody to do better in life (who knows??). I was also asked many questions before I became what I am now. These questions make up our life.

 Talking about questions, it is easy to ask questions to someone but to find or hear the answer is difficult. You might have expected different answer but you get to hear different one : the answer that is full of doubts, unexplained stories, unreliable resources and completely negative. Or if you are lucky you can hear your exact desired answer. But you ask a question to somebody then you have to be prepared to hear any kind of answer. It's not that life is always 'sunshine and full of flowers', it can be cruel and sinful. Don't ask anybody such questions that you not only offend that particular person but you influence the whole surrounding. I think here comes the small 3 letter word 'LIE' but has a bigger meaning. When somebody asks you question then you don't know what to answer 'Lie'ing is the easiest way to get rid of the solution temporarily. I think it's best not to ask such question which makes them to lie. It's individual thinking but I try not to ask anybody any PERSONAL question cause I don't want to offend them in any way. When you start asking personal questions things might start getting too personal. Before you ask others, ask yourself first, 'Is it right to ask this question?'. I have regreted many silly questions and now avoided many of my own behaviours of questioning others. Because I have kind of learnt from my own mistakes. Life is also a part of learning from your own mistakes, isn't it?

 'What have I done in all these years in the UK?', is the first question everyone asks me. I think it depends what kind of answer are you seeking for. If you want to know the truth 'you have to know me personally' is what my answer will be. You can never realise or you can never imagine what kind of life I have lived in all these years. No one can justify past, PAST IS PAST. If you have the guts to ask me that question then you should have also thought of the possible answer. I do get offended if somebody ask me question like that, but depends who ask me that question, what level of tone what he/she using and how was the body language or expression when they ask me and what was the reason behind asking that question. THE ONE LINE DEFINITE ANSWER FOR SUCH QUESTIONS WILL BE, 'I HAVE LEARNT TO LIVE LIFE, LIFE TO THE FULLEST ! The easiest way, the hardest way, the twisted way, the smartest way, the skinniest way, the normal way, the saddest way, the happiest way, the scariest way, the sinful way, the mightiest way, the most uncommon way or may the most common way. Either way I'm definitely sure that I have learnt to live life in my own INDEPENDENT way, it wasn't easy but I stand here infront of you in one piece. How can you answer what have you done in all these years just like that? Can you reply the same answer if you have to answer it? It is always easy to raise question but to hear the reality of the answer is difficult to accept. 'What achievements you have so far?'. For god's sake, achievements could be intangible. I have done many things in life, it's not only past couple of years. You have to accept me as what I am not ask questions like that. If you have doubts or if you feel like I'm not suitable to be your friend or if you don't have confidence in me, then please give me a break. If you keep on asking me such questions then many more severe type of questions might pop up in my mind as well. Like, "Either you are underestimating me or you are trying to utter something out from my mouth or may be asking about the past deeds or may be trying to find out the level of our relationship". See I'm also human being and I also react to things, especially if it's kind of judging me and my confidence. I have no time for clearing somebody's mind and thinking which has already set up a different view about me. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO LIVE IN DOUBTS, HATRED AND DISSATISFACTION.  I would try to make every moment around me joyful and everyone around me happy; atleast I can try rather than just sit around moaning. Learn to respect somebody's past, perhaps you might find answers why this person is with you and not others.

The most important tense for me is PRESENT. Present becomes past. If I'm happy at present then when I think my past it would be happy, if I am sad, unhappy now then when I think my past, it would be like that. But if I try and make my present happy, then looking back at my past would be happy moments and my future might be happiest cause I am happy at the moment. You know what I mean. Learn to love Present time, live with smile, cherish every moment, then automatically happiness will open up a way for you, I believe in that.  Nevertheless, there is never ending sources of questions which fulfill our life as well. In my opinion, all we got to do is to accept the fact and keep living.This article is truly my feelings only and not to offended anyone in anyway, I apologise if I did.

 Thank you for reading such a long post. 

What my Father says!

Hello dear readers,

My father is a normal human being who likes to talk, write, sing, dance and enjoy life. He also writes poems, essays and many things. He has written, composed and sang some songs as well. Anyways I'm not here to introduce him and make his publicity here in my blog.

There are many things that my father says and does. I do not agree 100% with him but I do keep in mind what he says.

Here's the recent one I liked most and I want to share it here. According to him:

What do people take away when they DIE??
• What's Eaten or drunk (खाएको / िपएको )
• What's rotten away (िखएको)
• What's been seen or heard (देखेको/सुनेको)

What do people leave behind when they DIE??
• What's given (िदएको)
• What's written (लेखेको)
• What's spoken or done (बोलेको/गरेको)

We are born in this world to live and we should live to fullest as well as do something that will leave a mark in the society even after we die. Make your life worthwhile, do something for your society, community or country and make your existance recognised. I haven't done much for my country or society but I hope and wish to do it someday.

Thank you all for visiting my blog. Much obliged. :)