I bow down to love, I bow down to you.

Hey ya all,

I thank you for reading my blog once again and I hope I haven't disappointed you too much. Without wasting your time, I am posting this little piece of sort of poem yet an article.

Hope you feel the feelings connected to it. Cheerio limshaku


I bow down to love, I bow down to you!!!

I bow down to love,
I bow down for love,
I bow down to be loved,

No matter how hard I tried to put a poker face,
Couldn't resist my eyes filling up with tears.

No matter how hard I tried to forget your absence,
Couldn't deny my heart pumping up with your name.

No matter how hard I tried to decorate a smile and be brave,
Couldn't help myself crying out loud in sleeps.

No matter how had I tried to face the consequences,
Couldn't stop my mind thinking of you not even for a second.

No matter how hard I think of living a life so long,
Couldn't imagine my journey without you.

I bow down to love, I bow down to you,

I do not bow to your ego, I do not bow to your anger,
I do bow to your love, I do bow to your care,
I bow down to love,
I bow down for love,
I bow down to be loved.

In life we still feel blessed to love and be loved. Lets hope All Is Well for all of us.

Live life to fullest.

limshaku :)

''Loving you is like a roller coaster ride''

Hello everyone,

First of all, Happy New Year 2014 to everybody around the world and I wish you a good year ahead. I apologise for not blogging for quite sometime now. I really need inspirations and reasons to write sometimes. I have been busy for no reasons lately and too lazy to actually jot anything in my blog.

This is my first post of 2014 and in couple of months. I thought of this poem couple of months ago but just couldn't be bothered to post it. I hope you enjoy reading and have a nice day.

With all do respect limshaku

''Loving you is like a roller coaster ride''

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna fly and touch the blue sky,
Makes me wanna smile and feel shy,
Makes me wanna rejoice and jump high.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna defy and deny,
Makes me wanna cry and run wild,
Makes me wanna hate and hide.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna dream and desire,
Makes me wanna scream and surprise,
Makes me wanna zeal up and be zany.

Loving you like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna refuse and retire,
Makes me wanna detach and despise,
Makes me wanna conceal and compromise.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Makes me wanna walk by your side and spend my whole life,
Makes me wanna build up hopes and fulfill my duty as your wife,
Makes me wanna sing that sweet melody and keep up with your rhyme.

Loving you is like a roller coaster ride,
Loving you is like a roller coaster ride.

Funny thing is I have always loved roller coaster rides. I would take a ride and enjoy being thrown up in air and ups and downs. Never knew that life is actually telling me it is like a roller coaster ride of feelings, emotions, happiness, sadness and all. I believe in having dreams and fulfilling them. Lets live life to fullest be happy.

Thank you for reading.

Cheerio

The "C" of Love and Life

The "C" of love and life

Commitment for life,

Compromise of pride,

Communication of thoughts,

Consolidation of hearts,

Consideration of views,

Concentration of reviews,

Compilation of sweet melodies,

Complication of zig-zag memories,

Contentment of desires,

Contemplatation of dreams,

Confidentiality of drawbacks,

Congeniality to fulfill each others's lacks, 

Cooperational feeling of heart and mind,

Combinational feeling of soul and spiritual devine.

'C' still Co..ntinues as child, children, care, classes, collegue, college, care home and finally cremation. 

"....ing in progress"

"....ing in progress"

Counting my days as it goes by, finding my way to it as how to carry on.

Waiting to be with you as if you are nearby, working my way to it as time passes on.

Wanting to embrace you as if I'm on high, making my way to it as deeper we go on.

Believing in dreams as if you are my life, creating my hopes for it as stronger we hold on.

Surviving in hope as if we can make it right, visualising my hallucinations as though I can move on.

Trusting in you as if you are my Knight in Shining Armor, having my faith wrapped to it as though you are the only ONE.

That secret place

Everybody has secrets. I have secrets too. Secret is not secret if it's been revealed. If people never had secrets then this world would have been like an open book, not too interesting I guess. I am kind of person who likes surprises (good ones ) and surprise is not possible without secret. Anyways here is a little article about secrets. :)

I HAVE :

.......that secret area of the park that I want to walk with you.

.......that secret phrase of my favourite book which I want to read to you.

.......that secret receipe of food which I want to feed you.

.......that secret destination of Nepal where I want to take you.

.......that secret childhood photo of mine which I want to show you.

.......that secret mistake of past which I want to confess to you.

.......that secret biggest achievement of life that I want to tell you.

.......that secret special member of family whom I want you to meet.

.......that secret corner in my heart where I want to keep you.
.......that secret space in my mind where I want to fill you.
.......that secret place in my soul where I want to decorate you.
.......that secret title in my life which I want to present you.


This secret thing keeps on going. To be honest I do not like too many secrets, and the fact is I can't keep too many secrets myself. I just feel like I'm suffocated by too many secrets. Life to to enjoy and live with much freedom and no deep dark secrets. Free your mind. Love life and enjoy your spiritual freedom. 


Live life to you fullest.

iphone, instagram and photography

Hello dear blog readers,

I never knew myself that I was so much into photography. I do not call myself a photographer by just clicking few nice photos but I love photography. Ever since I bought my iphone 3 back in 2008 I have been passionate about taking photos of anything. I love taking close up photos. I have transformed my own looks into something different. (do not get fascinated by only close-up photos though ^.^)

Back in Nepal, we had that old-fashioned camera and hardly anybody used digital ones in the 90's. We had to take photos of our events and then wait until it gets developed in a studio. But thinking of it now, there was a different joy in doing so. Slowly after I came to UK, things changed rapidly in phones, internet, computers as well as photography world. Digital camera is found in each and everybody's hand. The size of the camera squeezed smaller and smaller. Then again slowly the sizes of camera again started getting bigger. The camera now everybody owns is a big, heavy, extra lens Canon/ Sony/ Panasonic/ Nikon or some other famous brands. It has those features of a professional camera. Gosh I looked so different when a brother took my photo. I don't have it yet but wish to get one soon. (praying and not saving hehe). Now I have iphone 4s. I am not advertising iphone but I am really in love with my iphone. Apps like instagram keeps inspiring me to take photos of anything I fancy. It is just amazing feeling when people press 'likes' for your photos. You can get positive/ negative or neutral comments. I love getting Likes from my instagram followers. There are amazing people in instagram. I get to see what's happening in Nepal, Kathmandu this very moment. The weather (rainy, sunny, windy), the food they are eating, places they are visiting, the people they are meeting or occasions or anything that they post. I feel more close to home.

I love to express my vision through my photography. I like to present things differently. I love flowers, nature, food, art, etc. I do not post photos of people because they get offended if I post it in instagram. I usually take a quick snap whenever I see a flower. I have more than 3,000 photos stored in my phone and I just couldn't delete any of them. I love all of them. Hope you guys also enjoy photography.

Stop piracy, respect photography, admire brilliancy and share skills.


Visit my Flickr page on the top row or Follow me in instagram - ''limshaku'' and ''paintmylove''.
All photos are taken from iphone 4s. cheers

Thank you.

Unsorted desires and dreams

Yes ! I do,
Yes ! I believe,
Yes ! I dream,
Yes ! I have desires.


Hey but all dreams and desires can't be good ones. I sometimes think evil as well, at that very moment I might have been fighting with my own beliefs, my own perception towards liking something.We know some dreams might never be fulfilled but still we dream or let's just say fantasize about it. I strongly believe that there is part in every human being which can think evil even for an instance or fraction of seconds or may be not 'evil' but can think negative towards something.


At the moment I am stuck with the situation. I am in love with 'Mr Who from future'. Being single is freedom, carefree, freedom of choice and freedom of almost everything. I am a free bird, who wants to fly and touch the sky but I never forget no matter how much I fly my destination would always be 'The Earth'. What I'm trying to say here is that, being single I wonder 'what does future holds for me?', 'How would my future life partner would be?', 'How will I meet him?', 'Will I ever have a life that I dreamt of?. Ahh too many questions and I know those questions are sometimes unanswerable. I know there any many men around me but I still leave this decision to my destiny and future to decide. May be I just don't bother to have commitments myself or may be deep down I'm hurt and I'm putting a shield of denial to protect myself. I am a tough cookie which looks hard outside but soft and sweet inside, I guess. *phiewww* But all I want is little act of faithfulness and simpleness from someone I care. Lavish things and luxurious talks don't convince me at all. Hahahah don't think of this post as an advertisement of me looking for a guy, you know those stupids reality shows like ,'..............ki swayamber', 'The bachelor' blah blah. 


Well, as being a normal human being I have many desires and dreams that are unsorted and I guess it might remain like that till I, Me, MYSELF go ahead and do something about it. Soon I will put an effort to do that but at this very moment I'm just ignoring my own heart. Sorry! You'll have to wait to be hurt by someone again cause love hurts, shit it really does hurt.


Please ignore the contents of this particular post thinking some insane girl has gone mad and just jot down random words here. Will you do that favour for me? hahhaha I'm a rude girl not being polite right but having said that I want you to know that I don't have any evil thoughts right now. hahhaha 


Have a good day all of you! Live life to fullest and laugh uncontrollably.

Young Love and Young heart

I originally wrote it for somebody's request, but I still love this piece of my creativity so much that I'm posting here. Hope no one minds.


Its about a boy trying to persuade a girl. well its kinda kiddish but i try to write a boy might think. 

Note: This is purely my creation and not copied from other sources. Respect.

 

When I first saw you, I didn't notice you.

The second time I met you, I didn't even recognize you.

But I couldn't forget you, the third time I received a glance from you.

Now everyday I wanna see you, I just can't get enough of you.

Your gravity is pulling me towards you,

Your vanity is subsidizing my egoistic youth,

Your naivity is killing me deep inside,

Your fragility is telling me to move aside.

I wanna take a sip of your lips,

I wanna steal the vibes of your eyes,

Give me one reason not to confess,

Do you even care about the feeling I suppressed.

You are like that sweet pain in my heart,

Loving me won't be vain if we start,

Can't make promises that we stay or depart,

But I can assure you that I will never be apart.

Greedy love

I've been watching this Korean Drama day and night to finish it. It's not that I'm addicted to it but I just love watching them. In every drama I learn many new things. But to be honest, they show too much of 'Love' thing. That kind of true love hardly exist in this crazy fast moving world. I was watching this particular one and with all those drama this guy (leading actor) says to the heroin that ,'I might sound greedy but my love is greedy. I'm becoming greedy in your love. I'm ready to do anything to be with you and to get your love'. Huh, I was like REALLY???? Well if I think of it, he's not actually wrong. I think people do become greedy in love. They can suddenly leave everything for the particular person. Those parents who love and nourish them are ignored, left behind. Even closest friends are kept aside. Then a thought came into my mind. If love is greedy then how come people say ,'Oh my love was pure and innocent'. Hahaha I felt like laughing. How can people with heart of pure and innocent love be so greedy that can ignore and hurt people around them. I have been disappointed by my close friends in the past, strong evidence enough for me to believe that love is greedy. Or if its not greedy then its not love,, its just lust or some crazy obsession. 

Anyways, the thing is in the end, I think LOVE is just LOVE. It's people who makes it greedy. It's a beautiful feeling that medical science can't explain. Does love exist in heart or inside your brain? I don't understand how heart feels pain when your brain is reacting to love. Trust me I have squeezed my heart and cried the hell out thinking that my heart is hurting. Whenever I found out that my trust in someone I truly desire has been shattered, I used to press my head and heart thinking that it won't hurt if I do so. Heart's main function is to pump out blood to every corner of our body; so is it capable of love. Is it only our mind inside this brain who says its hurting in the heart but in reality it could be your mind which is hurting. uuuuuuffffff enough of this love. I think your heart reacts to any sudden action by brain, like when we hear good news he become happy and our heart beats faster. It's the same as when we hear sad news our heart beats differently. Similarly, I think when we talk about love and feelings, our brain gives all those signals (through sensory nerves) to heart and it starts beating in a peculiar way. That's why we relate love to our  heart.  Strange!!!!! 

Thanks for reading!