12.2.12, R.I.P. Whitney Houston

Hello there,

Today is Sunday 12-2-12, I woke up as usual. Nowadays I use the apple app Instagram a lot. So, I opened it as usual. I saw Rip Whitney Houston photo and I was completely shocked. Never thought she would end up like this. I quickly looked at twitter, facebook, skynews and every possible news, I really couldn't believe she was actually dead. A lot of kids in twitter didn't know about her. I was really shattered and shocked to hear the news. She's not my relative or I don't have any special bond with her but her songs have special effect on me. I would always be remembering her songs in my life.

The first time I truly noticed Whitney Houston (9th Aug 1963 - 11th Feb 2012) was in her song 'I will always love you' from the movie 'The Bodyguard' later I knew that song was the cover of original song by some other singer Dolly
Parton. But this song touched my heart. I was a schoolgirl at that time and I still remember listening and watching the video of that song. I only watched the movie later in my life. Besides I always loved Kevin Costner's movies. I had original CD of the collection of the movie soundtrack of the songs of 'The Bodyguard' and listened kind of everyday. Till today I can sing the songs with lyrics cause I used to memorise them by heart. I heard many many many other cover of the song 'I will always love you'  but hers was the best of the best ever. I really used to get emotional with tears when I hear that song.

Few times I did hear about her this-and-that problems and all but never thought it would go beyond this point that one day I had to hear that she no longer is in this world. I saw her X-Factor performance in London. Her song with Mariah Carey duo was also one of my favourite, 'When you Believe'.

May her soul now rest in peace wherever she is. You will always be loved and remembered (atleast I will).
I just couldn't believe myself how sad I was to hear such terrible news. I might be one of the millions and billions of fans but I was your true fan after all. It was a great loss for music industry, you are simply irreplaceable and unforgettable. 


I really adored Whitney Houston's song so couldn't stop my burst out. Sorry if I caused any inconvenience. It's not that I only remembered her after she died, I remembered her songs all the time. Everytime I had to figure out any nice songs 'I will always love you' was my priority and I have watched the movie 'The Bodyguard' so many time that I forgot count. Only few months ago I was trying to record a cover song of  her song and obviously I couldn't do it as good as her.

Dear Whitney Houston, now you have left this world whichever world you are in, may you find happiness, peace and love and your soul rest in peace. Your contribution to this world in not forgettable.RIP WHITNEY  HOUSTON

The successful year 2011

I also <3 paint brush :)

Dear readers,

I haven't been active in my blog recently. I got caught up in many 'here and there' things. It's already the February and 2012 is running smoothly despite all those rumours and false predictions of the end of the world. 

For sometime I was thinking how did my 2011 go? Well, it was a successful year for me. Things that I have wanted and wanted to do were fulfilled. We always think that this year was a bit difficult then last year but when it becomes past and then we think oh hell no. Last year was better then this year. It's just never ending process. There were many ups and downs, some high and lows and I was going through emotional see-saw moments but finally when I look at it; I think it's one of the best year in my life in the UK. 

This year I didn't have any New Year's Resolution as many things I wished for were already fulfilled. The only thing now I wish for is to travel, travel, travel as many places as I can. One of the customer at my work was saying we need probably 7 lives to travel each corner of the world. I guess that's true. Anyways, I wish to travel as many places as I can in this life.

You might be thinking why am I suddenly talking about 2011. Well, it's a kind of review for me hehe. I don't actually set up a goal and live in future but I do have dreams and certain plans which I work on to fulfill it. 

What I did in 2011 then?

• Passed my exam (I really wanted to get through it)
• Went to Southend-On-Sea (always wanted to go)
• Had a good time roaming around Weymouth Beach and Portland Island
• Attended Royal Wedding
• Visited Eastbourne and Hasting (with a friend and sister, has helluva time)
• Climbed Mount Snowdon (yayyyyy )
• North-South-East-West of Wales covered.
• Went to concert in Hyde Park, Hard Rock Calling and saw Bon Jovi (can't explain that mighty feeling when I saw them)
• Visited Durdle Door, Dorset (with family yay)
• Celebrated Dashain-Tihar with family (after 10 years)
• Visited many other places Like Salisbury, Dover, Folkstone, Christchurch, Dorset
• Concert of Deep Shrestha and Nabin K Bhattarai (actually I met Nabin K personally and heard his voice live. )

The list just goes on and on. The most most important thing I did was to join 'twitter' and being active in it. I met many nice people and I'm never alone if I go to twitter. I also met quite a lot of talented young and adults. I appreciate their talents. I never knew there were so many Nepalese using twitter and awesome bloggers.They made me realize that I should write again. (I used to write when I was in School and college). I also met lots and lots of people from different countries. When it comes to communication in mass, it's better if we talk being in a neutral position and that's most of the twitter people do I guess. 

My life completely changed in 2011 and it changed for good. With this successful year of 2011, I have also marked my complete 10 years in the UK.

I thank all of you for reading my blog and supporting me throughout this whole period. I will be back with more interesting and exciting topics, views and experiences in the near future. Till then stay safe.

Regards limshaku 

The question WHY again??

There are always questions arising in everybody's life. I often ask myself lots of 'Why' questions but I have No answers for them. Life goes on an on.

 Why am I looking for thing which I cannot find?
 Why am I looking for the warmth which I cannot defy?
 Why am I looking for the respect which I cannot deny?
 Why am I searching for the sun throughout those dark skies?
 Why am I feeling that the clouds have dissapperaed after the heavy rain?
 Why am I yearning for intimacy from those who don't even care for emotions of mine?
 Bloody hell
 Here was another poem 'Why' from my previous post. This was written 11 years ago. :)

http://limshaku.blogspot.com/2011/06/why.html?spref=bl

Numbstruck Brain, Felt & Fed in Vain

A poem uttered out in slightly drunk stage. :)

Sometimes I wanna be drunk,
Sometimes I wanna be just monk,
Most of the time I pretend to be hunk.

Feels like I'm fcuking stuck,
Feels like world has sunk,
Most of  the time I presume  life is junk.

Gives smile to my bad luck,
Gives blindeye to my heartstruck,
Most of the time I still prefer that dumbstruck.


Takes my senses to deadlock,
Takes my emotions for electroshock,
Most of the time I prevent your actions so bullock.


Everytime when you make me lovestruck,
Everytime when you give me thunderstruck,
Most of the time I preyed to throw you a massive aftershock.

Seems like hell is on earth,
Seems like love couldn't give birth,
Most of the time I preach and loathe.

Never mind the above mentioned bullshits,
Never mind what non-sense these lines admits,
Most of all, right now I precisely think you might be totally pissed.


Thanks for reading. Appreciate your time and effort.

Hengistbury Head in Christchurch, Dorset

Hengistbury Head, Chirstchurch, Dorset

Christchurch, Dorset

I hope everyone is working their way towards new year 2012. I'm still on the hangover of cold and flu and the mini break I had during chirstmas and new year gap from work. I went to visit my friend, another friend's family and a beautiful place called Christchurch in Dorset. I haven't actually been to seashore on winter. This was the first time I went to seashore on winter season.

It was fun roaming around Hengistbury Head. The wind was strong, was about to rain, chilly weather but still I felt so nice walking there. A lot of people were there even in that kind of weather, most of them walking their dogs, few of them flying kites. Back in Nepal I used to loved seeing kites, I even used to imitate the technique and once I was caught doing that by my teacher and was badly teased.

The groyne : Pic from Google

Me and my sister dared to go upto the end point of this groyne or whatever. Pretty scary there specially in that kind of weather. At one point my cheeks were slapped by the raging water and I had salty taste in my mouth. I quickly spit it out, then I thought oh my god what if sea gets angry and swipe me away. I'm at times very superstitious. The waves were very intense as you go furthur up there. That shiny walking passage was slippery.

It was getting dark and seemed like it was going to rain. All I had in my mind was what if Tsunami waves come, me and my sister would be swallowed by sea like nothing. Still there were people walking around with their pets and jogging. After coming off from the shore I saw one boy trying to fly the kite and his dad was helping him. Nice thing to see.

I don't know when I might drop by that place again. I had really peaceful and joyful time over there.

Sharing my experience through these words, being there was the real thrill.

Thanks for reading!!!!

Happy New Year 2012

Well, here we are just celebrating new year 2012 AD. I wish everybody Happy New Year 2012. May all your dreams come true and may you all have whatever you wished for. I'm at the moment celebrating New Year with few of my most lovable people. My new year's resolutions as usual would be to lose weight hahahahha.

We all are here celebrating new year despite hearing the stories of the end of the world. We all are the survivor. Let's live the life we always loved and be happy.

Thanks.