The question WHY again??

There are always questions arising in everybody's life. I often ask myself lots of 'Why' questions but I have No answers for them. Life goes on an on.

 Why am I looking for thing which I cannot find?
 Why am I looking for the warmth which I cannot defy?
 Why am I looking for the respect which I cannot deny?
 Why am I searching for the sun throughout those dark skies?
 Why am I feeling that the clouds have dissapperaed after the heavy rain?
 Why am I yearning for intimacy from those who don't even care for emotions of mine?
 Bloody hell
 Here was another poem 'Why' from my previous post. This was written 11 years ago. :)

http://limshaku.blogspot.com/2011/06/why.html?spref=bl

Numbstruck Brain, Felt & Fed in Vain

A poem uttered out in slightly drunk stage. :)

Sometimes I wanna be drunk,
Sometimes I wanna be just monk,
Most of the time I pretend to be hunk.

Feels like I'm fcuking stuck,
Feels like world has sunk,
Most of  the time I presume  life is junk.

Gives smile to my bad luck,
Gives blindeye to my heartstruck,
Most of the time I still prefer that dumbstruck.


Takes my senses to deadlock,
Takes my emotions for electroshock,
Most of the time I prevent your actions so bullock.


Everytime when you make me lovestruck,
Everytime when you give me thunderstruck,
Most of the time I preyed to throw you a massive aftershock.

Seems like hell is on earth,
Seems like love couldn't give birth,
Most of the time I preach and loathe.

Never mind the above mentioned bullshits,
Never mind what non-sense these lines admits,
Most of all, right now I precisely think you might be totally pissed.


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Hengistbury Head in Christchurch, Dorset

Hengistbury Head, Chirstchurch, Dorset

Christchurch, Dorset

I hope everyone is working their way towards new year 2012. I'm still on the hangover of cold and flu and the mini break I had during chirstmas and new year gap from work. I went to visit my friend, another friend's family and a beautiful place called Christchurch in Dorset. I haven't actually been to seashore on winter. This was the first time I went to seashore on winter season.

It was fun roaming around Hengistbury Head. The wind was strong, was about to rain, chilly weather but still I felt so nice walking there. A lot of people were there even in that kind of weather, most of them walking their dogs, few of them flying kites. Back in Nepal I used to loved seeing kites, I even used to imitate the technique and once I was caught doing that by my teacher and was badly teased.

The groyne : Pic from Google

Me and my sister dared to go upto the end point of this groyne or whatever. Pretty scary there specially in that kind of weather. At one point my cheeks were slapped by the raging water and I had salty taste in my mouth. I quickly spit it out, then I thought oh my god what if sea gets angry and swipe me away. I'm at times very superstitious. The waves were very intense as you go furthur up there. That shiny walking passage was slippery.

It was getting dark and seemed like it was going to rain. All I had in my mind was what if Tsunami waves come, me and my sister would be swallowed by sea like nothing. Still there were people walking around with their pets and jogging. After coming off from the shore I saw one boy trying to fly the kite and his dad was helping him. Nice thing to see.

I don't know when I might drop by that place again. I had really peaceful and joyful time over there.

Sharing my experience through these words, being there was the real thrill.

Thanks for reading!!!!

Happy New Year 2012

Well, here we are just celebrating new year 2012 AD. I wish everybody Happy New Year 2012. May all your dreams come true and may you all have whatever you wished for. I'm at the moment celebrating New Year with few of my most lovable people. My new year's resolutions as usual would be to lose weight hahahahha.

We all are here celebrating new year despite hearing the stories of the end of the world. We all are the survivor. Let's live the life we always loved and be happy.

Thanks.

Meeting Nabin K Bhattarai

A friendly and lively singer

It was a very unexpected and unplanned incident : meeting Nabin K Bhattarai, the celebrity of Nepal. I've been hearing his songs since schooldays and he still is around music industry and still standing firm.  It was Boxing Day of 2011 and people were busy shopping around. I didn't had any plan so stayed at home and did some household chores. I decided to go to one of the brother's house, the usual place I go most of the time. But this time he said someone is coming, I didn't take his words seriously. When he said Nabin Bhattarai is coming I thought he was joking. I thought I would feel awkward I shouldn't go, there won't be anything that we should talk about and many things in mind. But since I was already all dressed up and mind was ready to leave I thought I would just go. Even if I don't get any conversation with him I just wanted to see him. I wouldn't feel awkward because that's my brother's place and he was a guest. 


Well I went there and didn't even get my acts together to go and say 'Hello' to him, I hide myself in the kitchen where all the ladies were busy cooking. There was already a kind of informal interview session going on. Hmm then everybody (men) came out for a fag. I thought I saw someone whose face is not familiar to me in that house; well it was him; Nabin K Bhattarai. He smiled back to me. Then I felt a but less awkward and I actually had courage to go and sit where they were talking. Luckily the place in the sofa was vacant and I sat next to him. Hahaha 


He was quite down to earth and very friendly and funny as well. We all didn't feel bored at all. I did manage to tell him that I'm his twitter follower and he also follows me hehehe. He wanted to play guitar and none of had a guitar. Finally I managed to find one from one of the brother but with one last string missing. Still he played some songs for us and they were very nice. The whole house was so much lively.  He said me met one of the Indian singer and he praised about him, gosh that singer is one of my favourite too. He was singing songs which were recorded ages ago more than a decade but still felt so nice. His voice is more amazing when you hear in person. I did ask him if I could take a video of his singing but since he said to us not to put it in youtube, so I simply couldn't put it here. After the dinner we all said goodbye to each other. Hoping to meet him on the 7th of January in his concert. He could be a different person if I meet him in concert though. By the way, we managed to get his SIGNED AUTOGRAPH with our name on it yaaayyyy. He writes with his left hand, cool. I think this is one of the surprise Christmas gift I ever received and I'm happy! :) 


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Jingle Bell Jingle Bell.... Jingle all the way!

Merry Christmas to all of you.

Finally here we are, coming to the end of the year. Today is 23.12.2011 Christmas Eve's Eve day haha. After spending many years in Britain I have started loving Christmas. Though there are many reasons religiously and culturally to celebrate Christmas, for me it's a good time to spend with friends and family. This is the only day of the year when everything shuts down. No public transport, no shops opened (only few of them). I have been living with my friends for few years and I used to enjoy Christmas dinner with their family, a big feast. I am not a Christian but I love when I get gifts from friends and family and from workplace. It is way of expressing your love, gratitude and saying that you actually care.

I remember when I was 8 or 9 years old back in Hong Kong, we used to get Christmas gifts from Santa. Since we were Gurkha Children, British Government had arranged a Santa to visit our school and give us gifts according to our age group. I used to get nice gifts but still I liked the ones my elder sister used to get. They used to give one big sheet of paper and we had to make the best Christmas hat. Whoever makes the most beautiful used to get extra gifts and there was always one brother who used to get it. Anyways, gone are those days. I used to get Christmas gifts long before I knew what Santa was and why I got gifts. Christmas are more fun in childhood when you really think Santa exist and he will bring gifts for you after you go to sleep. Now I don't actually believe Santa exist but I like to imagine what if Santa exists and fulfills your request.

Hmmm, there are 2 Christmas carols that always rings the bell when it comes to Christmas and New Year.

• Jingle Bell Jingle Bell, Jingle All the way ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jingle_Bells)
• We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/We_Wish_You_a_Merry_Christmas)

I've been hearing these songs since the day I could understand what New Year and Christmas is. I think these are the songs that will never be replaced ever. 

There are many other songs of Christmas which are played for 2 weeks every year in radio in the UK. Listening to the same songs again and again for so many years made me realise that not only the tunes but I can actually sing them as well. Anyways here I am going to put some videos from youtube. Enjoy them.

This has always been my most favourite Christmas song. It'll always be my number 1 favourite. Many versions of this song came but WHAM was the best.

And the rest as well.

Thanks for visiting. Hope you have a wonderful time.