झरेको फूल

नारी, आइमाई, केटि, युवती,स्त्री जातको मनमा कहिलेकहीं यस्तो अंतरात्मिक  बिलौनाहरु पनि उत्पन्न हुन्छ / हामी एक  क्ष णमा सम्मानित हुन्छौ भने अर्को क्षणमा अपहेलित पनि हुन्छौ / यो बिधिको बिडम्बना हो कि हामीलाइ प्रकृतिले पनि अलिकति ठगेर नै सिर्जना गरेको छ / खैर्र जे भए पनि मलाई धर्ति आमाले केटि जात भएर पठाएकोले म आफ्नो धर्म, कर्म पूरा गर्दैछु, संसारको मर्महरू पिएर भए पनि/

झरेको फूल 

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म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

तिरस्कृत, घृणित र अपमानित /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

एक्लो, निरास र बेजान /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

पर्दैन नजर न त  कसैको /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

सबैले केवल कुल्चिंछन् मात्रै /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

त्यसैले मेरो नाम नै कसिंगर /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं,

जुन बोटमा हुँदा थिए अप्सरा झैं,

म एक झरेको फूल झैं /

म एक झरेको फूल झैं //

फूल जति राम्रो भएपनि टिपी सकेपछि त्यसको महत्व कम भएर जान्छ/ भगवानको काखमा चढाएपनि, बाटोको हिलोमा खसालेपनि, कुनै सुन्दर केटिको सिरमा सजिएपनी, कसैलाई सौगातको रूपमा भेट दिएपनि बोटबट चुडालीसकेको, शरीरबाट छिनालिसकेको, आत्मामाबाट  लतारिसकेको यो झरेको फूललाइ अब मुर्झाउनु बाहेक केहि अर्को विकल्प नै छैन /

यो यस्तै कहानी हो एउटी दुखि नेपाली महिलाको जसलाई दुखि हुनु पनि कसैको आज्ञा लिनु पर्ने, उसलाई कुनै अधिकार छैन पुरुषप्रधान  देशमा आफ्नो हककोलागि आवाज उठाउनु / यो हरेक पिडित, हेलित, दबाबित  र तिरस्कृत नारीको रोदन, चित्कार र क्रन्दन हो / हामी एक्काइसौं सताब्दीको युवा-युवतीहरु हौं / एक अर्कालाई सम्मान गरौ, सद्भाव राखौं र नेपाललाई अगाडी बढ़ाऔं / 

धन्यबाद

I, Me,Myself

 Sometime ago I saw few of these quotes, they were like a reply kind of quotes to the original ones. I liked it but few days ago I felt it. I felt those quotes were happening to me, myself.


I was in this place in Cornwall where I had to walk all the way down through steep stone stairs. I felt like my head was spinning. I was never afraid of heights though, I love rollercoster rides, I love speedboats, I love bungee jumping, I love car racing, I love swimming more than anything else and moreover I love everything that is adventurous. How come suddenly I could feel chill in my spine? I couldn't even keep staring at Lake that we came across, I felt like the lake itself is about to swallow me. Anyways let's going back to the topic, here is what I think my fears related to yet I try to overcome every bit of it. I added few bits of my own and few is borrowed knowledge. Hope you like it. :)


 I was not afraid of height, I was afraid of falling.
 I was not afraid of darkness, I was afraid of what's in it.
 I was not afraid of water,I was afraid of drowning.
 I was not afraid of playing,I was afraid of losing.
 I was not afraid of fire, I was afraid of burning.
 I was not afraid of poverty, I was afraid of luxury that I'd be missing.
 I was not afraid of driving, I was concerned about the passengers I was carrying.
 I was not afraid of death, I was afraid of how it will come running.
 I was not afraid of meeting up, I was afraid of departing.
 I was not afraid of intimacy, I was afraid of hypocrisy.
 I was not afraid of being open, I was afraid if I was being mistaken.
 I was not afraid of love, I was afraid of rejection.


I guess we all are afraid of something which is inside us, 'I, ME, MYSELF' but if we can overcome it and control it, we can lead a better life without any guilt, regrets or sadness. Let's be happy, let's share happiness.


Thanks for reading.

शुभकामना नव वर्ष २०६९

सानो मोबाईलमा बनाएको तस्बिर हो यो, गल्ति भए माफ पाउ !

 आज म मेरो व्लग मार्फत विश्वका  हरेक कुनामा रहेका सम्पूर्ण नेपालीहरूलाई नव वर्ष २०६९ को हार्दिक मंगलमय शुभकामना व्यक्त गर्दैछु । नेपालमा विविन्न जात -जातिहरूका आ-आफ्नै नव वर्षहरू छन्, तर मैले बाल्यकालदेखि नै यहि मान्दै आएको कारणले चटक्क छोड्नु मन पर्दैन । नेपाल जे जस्तो छ, मलाई त्यस्तै नै प्यारो लाग्छ ।

 मलाई याद छ काठमान्डुमा हुंदा नयाँ वर्ष मनाएको । भव्यताका साथ मनाईन्थ्यो । यहाँ लण्डनमा त के खुशियाली मनाउनु, भोलिपल्टबाट सबै कुरा बढ्छ । बस, रैल, खाना, पेट्रोल, डिजैलआदि। तर कामदारहरूको पैसाचाही जस्ताको त्यस्तै रहन्छ ।

  मलाई नयाँ वर्षको चहल-पहल एकदमै मन पर्छ । भविश्यका आउँदा दिनहरूलाई खुशीका साथ निम्त्याउनुमा  अर्कै आन्नद लाग्छ । हरेक वर्ष नयाँ वर्ष शुरूहुँदा जिन्दगि नै नयाँ भएको झौं महसुस हुन्छ। केही गरौं, केही हासिल गरौं, समाजमा केही बदलाव ल्याउने चेस्टा गरौं, कुनै यस्तो कार्य गरौं जस्ले मलाई मात्र होईन अरूलाईपनि केही फाईदा होस् ; भन्ने प्रवल भावनाहरू मनमा उब्जि रहन्छन् । ह्रदयमा एउटा नयाँ-नौलो जाग्रती, जोस, उमंगले बास बस्छ । "अब आउने वर्षचाही पक्कैपनि फलदायी बनाउँछु" भन्ने अन्तर आत्माबाट एउटा आवाज आउँछ । अब कत्तिको सफल हुन्छु, कति प्रगती गर्छु भनेर किटान गरेर भन्नुचाही मुश्किल नै छ किन भने भविस्य कसैले देखेको छैन । मेरो सानो मनबाट निस्केको एउटा सानै चाहाना मात्र हो । यो वर्ष मैले धेरै कुराहरू गर्ने आँटेको छु, भाग्य र भविस्य दुबैले साथ दिए शायद कार्य सफल हुन सक्ला 

 तपाईहरूको के छ त उदेश्य? वा केही ईच्छा, आकान्छाहरू? जे भएपनि म सबैलाई good luck भन्न चाहन्छु । आगामी दिनहरू सुःख, सम्रीद्दी, शान्ती, शु-स्वास्थ रहोस् , मनोकामनाहरू पूर्ण होस् भनेर मेरो तर्फबाट शुभकामना छ ।

 मेरो व्लग पढिदिनु भएकोमा मुरी-मुरी धन्यवाद ग्यापन गर्दैछु । यो पंग्तिहरु पढेर बुझ्नुस् कि मैले तपाईलाई नै भन्न खोजेको हो (जस्ले व्लग पढ्दैछ) ।

 लिम्शाकु :)  

 ईतिश्री : 

Happy Birthday my blog !

Greetings !!!

This day last year I started writing again, the long lost passion of mine. I used to write poems and essay back in Nepal and then for nearly 10 years I didn't really write anything. Thanks to few of my twitter buddies I felt like going back to writing. Blogger gave me the platform I needed to lay my write-ups. Since then it's been non-stoping experience. When I hear people commenting about my blog and they recognise me through my blog, I feel blessed.

I feel like I have a place where I can actually pour the goodness, the badness, the sadness, the happiness, the nastiness, the madness, the ups and downs of living life. I like introducing people who has talents. Mostly I am more interested in writing about my country Nepal. The comments and feedback I get from readers of my blog encourages me to write more interestingly and beautifully.

I am very grateful to all of you for your support and expect you to suggest me to make this blog even better. From the bottom, of whatever side of my heart ;) :P :D I wish to join my hands together and say 'thank you'.


 I wish to continue writing as long as I have the inspiration to write.

Thanking you.
Miss Limbu :)


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What do you know about lexlimbu ??

What do you know about Lexlimbu ?

Hi my blog readers,
Thank you for reading my blog and encouraging me to carry on. Today I am introducing someone who is already famous and well-known to most of the youngsters, celebrities and many people of Nepal as well as around the globe. You might have already known him better than I do but still I feel like writing about him in my blog. 

He is a 19 year old teenager (soon to be 20), who is, for me a person ‘WHO SIMPLY LOVES NEPAL’. He is hardworking, he is devoted and motivated to whatever he does. I am not writing it randomly just to support him ( or being a Limbu myself), but I have been closely following him in social networking sites twitter, facebook, youtube, instagram, blog and many more. 

The first time I noticed him was when I was just casually checking videos of Jharana Bajracharya (Miss Nepal 1997 and renowned actress ) in youtube. (He is crazy about her).  I came across his youtube channel. Then I shuffled through his uncountable youtube videos. I never thought he would be a young teenager, I thought he was some kind of journalist. I also saw videos of my village town back in Nepal. Then after I noticed him and remember his name; I could just find it everywhere. I could see him in events but never confronted him. 

Finally, after I opened a twitter account, I wanted to follow as many Nepali as possible. I was new and didn’t know a lot of people. So, I thought I would follow someone who is in London. He followed me back and our conversation was very rare. Things slowly started getting better in our communication. I would tell people and friends that I follow lexlimbu on twitter and they would say ‘oh that boy’, in a good way. It was nice of him to try and speak to everyone nicely. I asked few of my friends ,’ Do you know lexlimbu?’, most of them said ‘YES’. Then I again asked,’What do you know about lexlimbu?’, they would simply say, ‘A boy who promotes Nepal in every possible way’. But there are people who has different views about him which I try to ignore. I think Lex is a kind of guy who doesn’t care too much of what kind of attitude people hold about him. It’s a good sign cause he could never have continued and be the person who he is now if he would have cared too much of what people think about him. I guess he just keeps on persuing what he feels like doing. Sometimes we have to learn to ignore as well. 

Getting to know lexlimbu and as well as his blog www.lexlimbu.com (nearly 2 million views) was an eye opening to Nepali film industry, Nepali charities, Nepali music industry, Nepali media and so many things. He is indeed a ‘NO.1 SOURCE’  for entertainment. His youtube channels lexlimbu and lexlimbuofficial provides many fresh activities of Nepal and Nepali. I wonder how he gets time to do all these things. He has time to blog, to work as a promoter for charity ‘LIVE FOR CHANGE’, used to be a member of ‘TOPEVENTUK’ (my guess), go to full time university, manage his youtube channels, write blog for Nepali Magazine Navyata and many many many more things. I think I recently saw him the cover of Folio Magazine as well. I did see his names on the Nepali newspapers of UK previously. Phiewwww. 

He has :

The Official Channel of 'lexlimbu' youtube : 
1,626
subscribers
3,549,811
video view


lexlimbu.com Youtube
599
subscribers
194,936
video views

http://www.lexlimbu.com/

Total Pageviews
1,783,828


lexlimbu twitter
@lexlimbuFOLLOWS YOU
Non Resident Nepali Blogger&YouTuber youtube.com/lexlimbuofficial
UK · http://www.lexlimbu.com
13,793 TWEETS
498 FOLLOWING
1,707 FOLLOWERS


https://www.facebook.com/lexlimbuNumber1Source

7,111
Likes

And the figures keep increasing. :)

To be honest, I don’t really know a lot about him. I don’t feel like asking personal questions to anybody to intimidate them. I know his real name and few other things, which I guess everyone already knows. All I know is he likes to talk about Nepal, he is proud to represent himself as Nepali, he promotes Nepal and it’s beauty. He respects the diversity in culture, diversity in thinking, rights of transsexual and gay and so on. He is a guy who is always working I suppose. He is a kind-hearted teenager who gives away donation to even those who is ( or may be ) just bluffing about being in a trouble. God forgive me if I assumed  something wrong. I remember his facebook stauts as ,’Don’t just think I’m lucky, I am hardworking.’ I fully agree with this phrase of his. We should work hard to achieve what we have dreamt of.

Now that I know him little more than before and we are good social networking freaks, I try to support him in any charitable activity he does. It is something I can contribute for my country Nepal. I wish him good luck in future. Hope he succeeds in whatever he had aimed or set out to do. Hope his blog hits millions and billions of views soon. Those who are jealous of him and speak evil of him can go and have a look in his blog and think yourself, can you do something like that?

Thank you for reading! 

(Please feel free to comment or suggest but offensive comments are not tolerated)

Here are some things from his Blog, Youtube channels, Twitter account and facebook account.

                                     this videos has almost 80,000 views.

Unexpected & unusual meeting

Unexpected & unusual meeting


I went to airport to accompany one of the brother who was sending some parcel to Nepal. Heathrow airport was quite busy during that hour.


We met another Nepali who was of probably late 50s or early 60s. At first I didn't really try to speak or make eye contact with him. But we sat down to have some coffee. Then we were introduced to him. Me and my sister came to know that he was actually a retired professor of Nepal's top University , Tribhuvan University and a geologist. He is now working for some company which I forgot the name. The first thing he said was 'I'm studying and my study never ends. I'm doing some  research.' That is exactly was I always say to my friends, I'll never stop studying. He is a geologist who is researching on the glaciers of SAARC countries (South Asian  Association for Regional Cooperation). Then we started the conversation. Talking all about Nepal specially, asking things. He was chatty person but very jolly. He had the knowledge, the power, the can do attitude. But Nepal has political issues to sort out first. I have never met any intelligence or lets say scientist of Nepal. So, it was new and exciting for me. I could learn so many things from him. It was a short meeting but memorable cause I was very much glad to meet one of the researcher of Nepal. I wasn't even born when he was in college haha.


I felt so proud of meeting someone who talks about facts and figures of Nepal and who had the scientific reason to prove whatever he was saying. Nepal is not lack of scientists or skilled personalities. It just feels like 'baandar ko haat ma nariwal', means a coconut in monkey's hand which precisely means something good and valuable in wrong hands. Hopefully this political turbulence of Nepal settles soon and we can focus on other things like education, development and building a better Nepal.


It's easy to write and say things but difficult to do, but better to say something encouraging then nothing at all.

"Risk taker is a honey maker"

"Risk taker is a honey maker"


The title itself explains the reason I am blogging today. Yesterday me and bunch of people, altogether 6 of us went and did something exciting, scary, healthy and may be I suppose little bit of adventure.


It was ordinary weekday but beautiful weather in London. Here we need to wait for weather to get better to enjoy summer. I was working only half day so I thought I should enjoy the rest of the day though I knew I had to be back at work in the morning. We set out to nearby place Richmond, Surrey. We've already been there before but still it's a place worth visiting again and again.


It's a riverbank of River Thames which flows from the heart of London city just like River Bagmati which flows from the heart of Kathmandu city. A guy was playing music on the side, atmosphere was undoubtedly awesome. After the lunch, we all decided to take a walk along riverside. One of the brother was a regular visitor there so he knew the routes and area. We started our journey taking photographs along the way and enjoying views. I was fascinated by the surrounding, I pretty much missed my country Nepal seeing all those scenaries. We passed the grasslands, wood, reservoir and Teddington lock. It was already getting late. We could have walked approximately 3 miles.


After some break at Teddington Lock, we had to come back to the place where we started our journey. Girls were saying 'let's take a bus ride back' but guys insisted walking. Finally we started walking at around 8.15 pm; they assured us that they can tackle with anything (little bit drunken state of mind). I knew deep inside that if anything goes wrong I'm gonna plunge into the freezing water of River Thames cause I can swim. Better to dive into river and die than die another way. (just a random thought).


It was dark but not pitch black. We didn't lite any light cause I didn't want to attract anything unusual just in case. I asked people to keep their voice lower so that we can hear if any danger lurking towards us. I didn't make effort to talk cause I was now fully alert. It's 3 miles walking back from the same route. In the daylight it seemed beautiful but at night the same place looked like a dark hole with only one way out. except one drunk guy, we didn't see any other person all the way back. At one particular place there was a beautiful Victorian house. It looked like it was abandoned. One brother was saying it's a ghost house. We were all laughing. But on the way back we tried to take a picture of that place our so called Nikon digital advance camera with extra lens couldn't catch it. May be it was dark and there wasn't any light in that house. We tried not to think of ghost stories.  We avoided any discussion which included ghost stories. Apart from one place I didn't stop anywhere, not even for few seconds. We all stayed closed with each other. We stopped cause we had to hehe. We gave our contribution to nature,,, ' we pissed on the road nearby a bush'. We couldn't go to the bush cause it was too scary. All sorts of thoughts come into our mind. I suddenly became extra vigilant and my all senses were working fast. I just prayed in my heart to get to the starting point safely. I don't know why I remembered all my family all of a sudden as if I'm gonna die or something. I am a human being who thinks. I felt a smoke kind of warm thing passed through my cheek and smelt it as well. Only one brother felt it and no one else. But it definately wasn't just an illusion. Anyways I don't wanna discuss about that.


We took a risk walking all the way back from that quite deserted place (at night). It was scary, exciting, healthy, adventurous as well. As we say in Nepali, 'those who takes risk can enjoy honey'. (the infamous honey-hunters of Nepal who swings on the thin rope on the cliffs and ravine to collect honey). We somehow took some risk but enjoyed the every minute of it. It is definately one of the day we couldn't forget.


I still would like taking risk and feel excitement in it and hopefully luck favours me. Fingers crossed. :)